Me, Myself and I

There’s times in you life were every thing is moving fast and I think I am init right now. People want me to do this, other people want this and I am like “no pause”. I want to live my life to the fullest, want to look back in old days say “ I enjoyed it”. Take things slowly, doing thing for myself. I want to start working toward that very soon. Some time big but the problem is I don’t know what. I got some ideas like getting around to see other country but that isn’t gone be enough.

I don’t want a typical life like others. I want to be different because I seen them people grow up and end up with noting. Just trying to survive was there main aim in life. Voice inside my head scramming out to me “learn from other peoples mistake”.

I started to think about this when discussing with one of my work mate. She works for Red Cross. She started to explain why she is with them and what she gains out of. It interested me a lot and begins to wonder in my heart. She has some sort of control in her life and I want the same. She does some thing she loves doing and very happy. Shes has been different parts of the world and meet lot of different types of people. This allowed her to have experience that only few have got.

I want some thing along the lines of that. I understand what ever she enjoy it might not do it for me. That’s why I want keep myself busy doing useful thing. I am losing track of times and I just don’t want to fade away. So might as well be productive which is the harder option.

All I got to do is get off my backside, NOW THAT’S A DIFFERENT STORY.

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